Emotions

I consider myself a very level-headed person. I don't get excited or psyched up for something until I know for sure it's gonna happen. This week as I started taking my liquid and chewables vitamins and supplements, I felt as though I am ready for this. I actually let myself be excited about it. Now I am going back to my normal self but the anticipation keeps creeping in and I'm having a more and more hard containing myself. Maybe I should just go with the flow and release some of my anal tendencies. We'll see.